anyone there T-T????

i'm feeling really lonely atm.....is anyone one here? i just really need a friend rn :[ idk where else to turn to. i have friends at work (i'm an electrician) but they can't see the WHOLE me yk??? even my girl can't see the full me :/ we're having relationship troubles- i think i need to break up with her. my sister secretly hates my girl. i just know it. i can't help but feel she's been rooting for the demise of our relationship since the beginning. can anyone talk???